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The Problem of Being Clumsy with Anxiety.

Hi people,  Life is full of obstacles the problem for me is that these obstacles can be real objects that I some how magically always seem to fall over. This is OK most of the time, except when your on a bus and fall on someones lap. Let just say its not like the movies, really not like the movies. And if you do ever fall over someone or trip, swing on a poll and fall on someone don't just stay on the floor, face red as a tomato on a bus filled with strangers. Wasn't one of my finest moments I must say. Another embarrassing moment was when I was at school and I tripped over my chair while trying to sit down causing me to face plant into the ground in front of my whole class. These moment would be fine is I didn't have anxiety. It so hard to forget embarrassing moments with anxiety or at least for me. It's like I have these moments on a continues replay in my mind.  The only thing that seems to help me a bit is telling myself that they won't remember this. Just
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I'm Alive

Hi, Yes i'm alive. I have not die since I last posted, yay!! Anyway, I feel so bad for not posting in a while seeing as I just started this blog and then not posting in over a month. I'm just going to give myself a sarcastic pat on the back and act like it was just last week I posted my first two blog post. So now that we know i'm alive I would like to say thanks, I open my blog today too see I had two comments and a follower. To a lot of people that would be nothing but the fact that even one person read my post and decide to follow me or comment really means a lot to me. So thanks. Also hope everybody had a good Christmas and New Year.  P.S planning on posting tomorrow ( thinking of it now this might not do a lot seeing as slim chance of anyone seeing this before tomorrow 💓) Thanks from The Hidden Girl
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How do you just forget friends?

Hi everybody, Now I totally get that friends drift apart and it happens a lot but how do you just forget a friend? Last year I was at different school but I had to change for some issues at my old school. The friends at my old school really did mean a lot to me and I thought I was something to then. So why has it been they have ignored me this year? Sure our friendship wasn't perfect but still I had known them for years. Then as time goes by I'm trying to contact my friends and they act like I'm invisible. I really just don't get how you can be friends with someone then treat them like nothing. As time goes by at my new school were I really haven't found my place yet I'm dwelling on the past. Going back to all the good memories that I had made in the past years at my old school. That is what I'm afraid is holding me back, clinging on to the past friendships that I had. I wonder if I could see them again and maybe that would help me see that the friends
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Hi from The Hidden Girl

Hi, This is really weird and I don't really know what i'm doing but anyway. 'My life is like a roller coaster.' Thanks to the world for giving use this amazing quote. Anyway it basically sums up my life perfectly. I have some issues and trust me they are people in situations WAY worse then mine but still life is tough. I have never been properly assessed but i'm 99.99999% I have depression and anxiety plus panic attacks here and there.  Like I said life is tough from finding friends, studies, etc. So i'm here writing a blog for the reason that someone might see this and be like i'm not alone in this cruel world we call home. Great, now that is done I can move on to sunshine and lollipops. Not really, this is a get to meet the person writing. So to sum me up I have made some dot points. - Geek - Loves to read - Thinks Hamilton (the Broadway show) is the best thing to ever happen. - Loves writing and acting (though is not very good at eith
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